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Name: Maria Elisa Ashley
Birthday: 3/6/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: I love art , music ( not the gay kind although , I myself am a bisexual ), I love my boyfriend ( although he's a man ) Paul Anthony Cullen ( Paul you will always be close to my heart if not in my pants... Just kidding.^_^) I love to sing for people ,but only close friends, I love Japanese Cartooning , and reading romantic tradgeties.
Expertise: I can burp the ABC's like no other, yet I manage to look like a sexy vixen when properly provoked. I am every anime watching , dragon ball Z and DnD playing , video gaming nerdy highschool boy would everwant in a girlfriend and more, plus I love to cook and I am huge on givin' luvin's any time my boy gets hurt or sick.lol.I love you Paul!!! Sept. 10th, 2004
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art
Message: message me
AIM:  cherrybomb3689
MSN: kitten_luvs_waffles@hotmail.com
Member Since:
11/4/2004
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| Holy shit! its augest 6th 2007 and yeah im still not home in philly yet but hell im getting my own shit done right now. i got a job interview tomorrow morning at 930 am and i am really excited. its a 2nd shift position at a local meijer in the meat and seafood department. its part time and not much but itll be at least 32 hours a week and it pays min. wage from what i know. they are going to teach me everything and its just going to be crazy for me cuz its going to be my first techincal job. i tried doing a Cutco thing but the dude i was supposedly working for was a total perv so i literally just didnt go back. lol. well i finally got the next book in my series. took me long enough. its getting really good too. im lovin these books like hard core. I found out there are actually 9 books in the series so that syched me out too. well i gotta go for now but ill talk more later . promise. oh and i still havent gotten a hold of my dad . i hope hes ok. love, waffle | | |
| im back once again, trapped in michigan and completely miserable. one good thing is gonna happen though other than the fact that halloween was yesterday and i got a shit load of candy . Paul is coming up for the christmas holidays. a week before christmas to be specific. i cant wait to see him i miss him so much. my family is driving me crazy though. i wish i could just tell them all to shut the fuck up . they bitch about every thing and anything and think they know everything which is even worse because its more than obvious that they barely know how to wipe their own asses let alone raise a kid, babysit, work, or do any other basic fucking tasks known to man. its fucking humiliating to know that im related to people that have their heads so far up their asses that they cant see what the fucks in front of them. oh and they are all controling over bearing mother fuckers too, i hate it. i never get any god damn privacy anymore . i mean yes i am depressed and i do sit around the house all day , but what am i gonna do ? its the middle of the school year so hanging out and getting in touch with my old friends is out. ooh how about job hunting, nope thats out too because no one wants to hire some one that doesnt have a ged even though it clearly says on all my applications that im working to obtain it, but even thats a lie because when i do need to go for the classes , no ones here or able to give me a fucking ride. we own 6 cars all together one is unusable cuz it isnt safe , the other one breaks down alot. the main one my mom uses to get to and from work and that one is always coming close to being repode. the one works fine but has no steering column so we cant use it plus its a gas guzzler and the newest one we can use but my uncle uses it and the passenger door will fall off if you open it , oh and theres the famous white car. we can open the doors and everything , it runs great and its in good shape, the only problem is that it belongs to my grandmas husband who has the keys to the ignition. so we cant move it or anything and to top that off hes on his death bed with cancer and my gramma is depressed about it even though she says she doesnt love him and that she married him for the money or some crap like that even though he has no fucking money, what so ever. its horrible. then there is my insanely christian preaching uncle who is a dick all together , he is so passive and such a push over that my cousin takes off school all the time , is failing , over weight , over dramatic, spoiled, and he has anger issues when he doesnt get what he wants and thats at nearly 12 years old. my uncle, is a total asshole. he pushes his beliefs onto you and to top that off has the balls to turn around and tell you what your doing wrong when he does things even worse. he tries to tell my mom how to deal with my older brother even though hes already going to be turning 23 is out of the house and NOT EVEN HIS FUCKING KID!! So y does he continue to bitch? because of how he talks to my mother. he swears and cusses at her all the fucking time ,hes been doing it since he was 10! and my uncle honestly thinks that by some stroke of miracle that my brothers gonna turn around. pulease . hes been acting this way ever since i turned 1 and thats because he is jeleaous of me and now of our baby sister gabby but not as much her as me . my whole family blames everything on me being born . so fuck em . i love my mom and baby sister to death. my cousin vanna is awesome cuz she does look out for me when we see eachother. i miss my cousin angie, my uncle eddie and my great grandparents. but out of all the people i mentioned in this rant, those last 7 people mean the most to me. because they are actually there for me when i need them. but even though i love them so much. i hate to say that the only way they are ever gonna see me again after i move to philly is if they come and visit me , because at this point id rather have no family then this family . paulie is all i need . he keeps me happy and i cant wait to marry him. i cant wait to go home . love , Waffle ps . im starting to draw more too. im actually doing practice sketches of the characters in pauls story. its gonna be amazing . i cant wait to see him. i love you paul oh also , whomever had the patience to actually read this whole thing. YOU ROCK AND THANKYOU ! | | |
| Ok im back in philly but it took a shit load longer than i thought, ive been back for nearly a month now and ive been working hard on getting my shit together . im living with my boyfriend and his family again and i think its going great , well relatively great seeing how his dad is questioning how detirmined i am about staying here. ive applied at EB Games and Wawa so far . I still have to call into a hair salon in springfeild and see if they will hire me or not . Im really hoping i can at least get a job established so that way i wont be that hard to house while im here . im hoping i can stay here longer too. i have to get in contact with my dad first though. he hasnt called me or anything. ive been calling his phone like crazy. i just am praying that they dont send me back . i really have no where else to go. | | |
| ok , the best thing has happened to me. I am going back to philly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My grandma offered us her car for the trip down , because if not then she will get it repode and she needs her car , alot .
plus dad worked out a deal with his friend and his friend is going to let us rent out one of his houses in woodlyn. so thats another great thing. im just so happy . i miss every one so bad!!! i know the first thing i am getting when i come back !! a pepperoni cheesesteak!!! MAN THATS SOUNDS SO GOOD!!
FOOD !!
GOOD FOOD !!!
WOOT WOOT !! lol . well i gotta go , i still have to get in contact with my dad . later. | | |
| Ok, im not completely sure how to explain this, but I feel almost completely new. i feel regenerated and relaxed im not as stressed as last night and im just so happy about all of it. I am not sure what the hell happened in the 4 hours that I did sleep but i guess that little amount of sleep did my body good . it was so much fun last night . i watched memiors of a giesha with my grandma because she needed me to explain certain parts of the movie to her . her vision isnt great. after that aunt mimi brought home pizza and breadsticks from little ceasers. After that i stayed on the computer until about 345 am and then went to bed. my mom got home around 2 am . i watched a novela inbetween waiting for cummings to tell me about his drunken RA. lol. when we finally went to bed though, gabby woke up really giddy. she was acting like such a goof ball so me and mom in turn act like idiots to entertain her .my mom made me laugh so hard i shot soda out my nose and it got all over everything . what topped the night off was gabbys random comments. she kept saying uh oh when she'd here gramma walking down the ladder and then she'd say cheese any time we took a pic. of her with moms phone. just crazyness with family . im just glad i feel better and i hope it stays this way. | | |
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